Things do get better and they will but you just have to give it some time. It may not seem like things are getting better right now but some time soon they will and you should be around to see it. Think about something that makes you happy and stick to it, whether it’s music or whatever, find what makes you happy and don’t give up on it. I know you can get through the hard times, I believe in you and I believe that someday soon you will find happiness. Please.. never give up.